Thursday, May 21, 2020
Schizophrenis / Doorbells
So after I started hearing the Star Spangled Banner, I started hearing doorbells. Constantly. Like someone wanted in my mind. At this point I started to go really crazy. Hearing music and doorbells constantly can truly make you go mad. Next I started seeing images everywhere. Then I slit my wrist. The blade was dull so I didn't get very far, but I cut deep enough to have a scar for a year. This wasn't my last attempt but those stories will come at a later time. You just want it to stop. You can't focus. I cried all of the time. With my current meds I dont hear things anymore but I still hallucinate from time to time. On crunchy head days lol!
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