Schizophrenis / Snails

After I started hearing doorbells I started feeling the ground move. I felt like I was in tune with nature. If nature feels like an earthquake lol. Then I started noticing patterns. The same patterns everywhere. I felt like a walking fibonacci sequence. This really got to me because I have a fear of snails. When I was 12 I woke up in the middle of the night to hundreds of slugs crawling all over my room. I couldn't sleep in there for months. When I was around 5 years old I stepped into a bed of snails barefoot. Then, when I was 21, I woke up to thousands of snail crawling all over my backyard and crawling up the outside of my house. It took 5 huge lawn and garden bags to rake up the mess. So snails and I dont get along. At this point my schizophrenia was getting worse and I believed these patterns had followed me my whole life. In the form of snails. Maybe they did.